Jeaously

What is that u see in others that make you jealous? 

it is not that they have it. it is that you do not have it. 

when u have something and others try to flaunt the same thing. 

you do not feel jealous. you either ignore it or try to flaunt yours as well. 

so when you start feeling jealous - try to acheive it . 

note to self 

Weakness, Anger , Jealousy, Denial

All of us have these qualities .
When we know to control them it's good but when they start to control you , you are beyond repair.

I envy Rich and Light as they do not possess any of these qualities.

How is it that men are tuned like this ?

I am so mad that I want to cry

hate and friendship

You hate someone for some reason
and then it becomes so long you have no feelings towards them.
they become a stranger.
why would someone hate a stranger...

then again, you think of a incident about this person and then all the hatred returns.

mind and feelings are so complicated.

coming to friendship...

u are friends with someone and u r bffs.. then u get into a conflict and u drift apart but u miss them constantly and then one fine day u meet them , get back to where you left off and it
1. either feels the same
2. or completely different

some friends drift away

some friends become closer

you make some new friends

you loss some old friends...

end of the day - LIFE GOES ON ! 

God or not

I used to be a very pious person. I used to go to temple everyday.

Pray and do all the regular things a religious person does.

Is it the influence of my brother or life.. I do not know... I guess both...

I kind of question everything related to God and Religion

Its been almost 3 to 4 months since I have been to a temple.

Enna nadakuthu inga?

Ayaa Periyaare... enna panni vachi irukinga engala? 

I have gone crazy

 I have become very philosophical now a days.

thathuva mazhaiya pozhiyuthu....

I think it is time again to start blogging.

I know it has been a long long break. But I have my own reasons.

Poet Valli passed away today.

This year has taken a lot of people from the earth. We have good half a year to pass before we can have a sign of relief !

When I read this news, I was thinking about my brother.
Being a huge fan of Valli , earlier works of Vairamuthu , and writer Sujatha....

This news will make him very sad.

A person lives.... and he passes away. What happens to him? What happens to the people near him?

It hits you hard everyday.

Whenever you see his toothbrush,
When you receive a mail in his name,
When you sometime see one of his shirt drying in the clothline outside.

It ripes your heart out when you know that you will not be able to see him / talk to him / hug him anymore.

It just makes me think about it.

I pray for each person who has lost someone to have the strength to move on.

RIP Valli Sir. You were always my most favourite and will remain so forever!

it feels so suffocating. :( 

pressure

locked in a small room .

no breathing space or air inside that room.

the room is closing in.

jus pressure...

and the best part is, no one can understand or no one is helping...

its not jus one form of issue which nags me ....

if not for my amma, i dont know what i will be doing now.

chinna aasai

well... its been a busy day.

Mr.Tata is looking for a successor .

I have become very spiritual :) and i really hope that my Anjanai mainthan appears in Mr. Tata's dream and make him choose me ( well even if it is going to be li its ok ) :D eeeeeeeeeeee

chinna chinna aasai than !

lights on

Today i was taking my grandpa for lunch and he was sulking about the street lights being on . Apparently in the town they come from , there is a power shut down every day for two to three hours.
He was cursing all about how electricity is wasted while the farmers dont ve electricity .
He made me call the corporation besant nagar division and inform them that the lights were on.

If he had not been with me i would not have done something like that . I said to myself that its time to wake up.

I am going to try being a more responsible citizen.

re-entry

i used to be a vivid blogger but my frequency reduced and i am planning to start again.

yesterday i read a lot of my posts and yeah i realised it feels good to blog.

so

today li and i spent our evening together. :) after a long time , we didnt fight :D :D

we talked lots of random things , bot lots of random stuffs.

n i think chennai is becoming mini banglore. traffic is bad now adays.


see u soon with a better post.

i thot something is better than nothing


common how can i post something without mentioning about surya.

i saw many pics of karthik n thot it was surya :D

he he.... he is awesome man!

vanthachu

ennoda marumagan vanthachu...

vazthukal mapillai... :)

ini nan ponnu pekkarathu than bakki...

enna siva sammandi sarithane?


:)

my mom's first try in blog! :)

அரசி உங்க கபே ரொம்ப ஜோர். சண்ட்விச் ரொம்ப நல்லா இருக்கு ராதா கிருஷ்ணன் படம் சூப்பர். பல்லாங்குழி , தாயம் விளையாட்டு விளையாட ஆசையா இருக்கு .


லக்ஷ்மி

இன்று

கர்வம் ,

பெருமை ,

மகிழ்ச்சி ,

அனந்தம் .

சிரிப்பு ,

கண்ணீர்

unnakaga :)

machi.. i am posting in my blog after ages only for u.

happy birthday machi. :) with u the happiest life on earth.
love u both :)

wishes and misses!

i wish i were in a different place right now... i wish i dont miss someone now... i wish i had made it.

miss my mannargudi aatha n thatha... miss my dearest frnd now.


>:D<

time - it waits for no one!

suddenly all of us have become busy. I want to share lots of things in blog like how i used to do earlier but its just that i dont find time.
i dont even have time for chat or mails :(
all my old blog frndz dont blog ne more , appuram kalyana mappu is v busy planning honeymoon :D so avaraiyum vitralam blog pannathathuku!
couple of my newly found precious frndz thro blog ( she called me from US , since she didnt find me online for a week or so ) thnks love! >:D< u r my sweetheart.

i wanted to scribble something.. but this is the most empitest post i am posting :)

bye ppl!

to be blogged.

love for brothers!!!!

got no title too!

sometimes it never sinks in! one such times...

tagged

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn on page 18 and find line 4?

It talks abt some entrepreneur who started alopa labs" vision from the day he made his decision to"

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can & touch air?

yeah yeah catch airrr than!

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?

I think some thenum paalum which my mother was watching when i left for office in the morning

4. Without looking, guess what time it is?

aorund 12:45?

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?

he he almost 1 :D kitathata right thane....

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

Fan and the water from AC from the room above me dripping on some tub outside my window!

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

I came to office thats the last time i was outside and i was driving to work!

8. Before you started this Q&As, what did you look at?

Some bank statements

9. What are you wearing?

Blue denim and one cotton kurtha.

10. When did you last laugh?

Laugh? :) I guess in the car last evening when i was house hunting with Richard.

11. What is on the walls of the room you are in?

tube lights , switch board and one tripupathi sami padam pota calender .

12. Seen anything weird lately?

Weird huh..... apart from my brother.. nothing :)

13. What do you think of this quiz?

I think i ve done it sometime when i started to blog in 05 or so..

14. What is the last film you saw?
Unnaipol oruvan with machi :) Had a wonderful sunday afternoon.

15. If you became a multimillionaire overnight, what would you buy?

Millionaire mmmm wht would i buy? mmmmm. House , Car and a profitability running business ;)

16. Tell me something about you that I dunno!

Shoba darling.. u know most of me da.. :)

17. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

I never want any soul to go hungry in this world . everyone shld be fed or not feel hungry at all.

18. Do you like to Dance?

yep .. yep.. yep

19. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

No no no. i want only boy child... and that too 3 of them and i know wht their names will be! since u didnt ask i am not going to tell :D

20. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Ah! ketutapa!!! Vetri or Vengai or Veeran or Vaanji :)

21. Would you ever consider living abroad?

Noppee not living but yes to visiting

22. What do you want GOD to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
mmmm I want him to tell me congrats u ve been a good person! :)

I am tagging siva ( he wont do anyways ) and then Karthi...

mappillai vaarar!

thungura mathiri than iruku! actualla... ivan nan uma va vachi otinapo vekka patta pothu yeduthathu...

:) wife kaga.. varuingala wife kaga.. ivan vasantha maligai katale... oru school katran! :)

idam - sweet chariot , numgambakkam .
date - aug 10th :)
time - evening 5ish!

machi... ippa than nimathiya iruku :)

mwaaah!

PS: badri is blessed with a baby gal today at 4pm. both the mother and the baby are doing fine.
congrats badri and indhu, so happy for u!