wishes and misses!

i wish i were in a different place right now... i wish i dont miss someone now... i wish i had made it.

miss my mannargudi aatha n thatha... miss my dearest frnd now.


>:D<

got no title too!

sometimes it never sinks in! one such times...

mixed feelings!

happy that someone is coming down this weekend....

excited about the sunday's crucial meeting....

angry on someone for delaying things by 6 months!

anxious to check if that thirupur thing will work?

pissed of with myself as i am not being more productive.

worried about my thatha. hope things get better for him.

clueless about a friend's behaviour.

n much more..

work related

sometimes hardwork makes u feel contended.
a feel of satisfaction.
and i really hope that it bears the fruits.

its like i am bursting with new ideas, i really want to implement atleast 1% of them.

of smart work and hard work - i am doing a mix of two!

Advice? Please No!

Sila peruku Muku romba neelam... theva illama advice tharainga...
yeppppa mudiyala...

advice keta tharalam... kekkama en aaajar aganumaa? avalo vettiya neeinga ellam?

athum illama..

( Hallo.. Miss.. unnaku than! - advice thantha maharasiku )

Avanuku advice ellam theva illa... ungala mathiri immature fool illa avan. He is a v matured guy who can handle his life v well.

Btw, ithu advice illa.... warning!

GET A LIFE.....

uni-ball

Life is more easier when you are busy! simple truth... but a strong one.

Yet in all these confusions and commotions things drag you down and beat u black and red.

I love u life... >:D<

ps: the title , chumma... ;)

right now!

i will tell u how it feels right now


one cup of excitement

one cup of anger

one cup .. no! two cups of depression

two cups of disappointments

one cup of contentment

all mixed together ...

how will it feel... thats how i am feeling right now...

crazy me!

and ofcourse i am thinking a lot........ A LOT !

u got to do it kannamma!

when disappointments become ur way of life... start giving disappointments to disappointments!

u can do it! i know its a little hard... but keep trying!

no title !

its been more than a month i posted anything. the longest i ve ever kept idle! enna pannrathu.... oreeeeeee partying :P ( nambuinga!!!! )
actualla.. onnume thona matenguthu yelutha...

blank!


mmmm.. will post soon!

badri is getting married in two days time. :) i am sure we will rock in his wedding.!

may be i wil put a post on it.

and muthu is writing a post abt me :D thnks machan! ( as if he hasnt done it earlier :P )

miss kavi a lot. loose ponnu...

shiv romba silent a iruka ippa ellam...

ajju jus came back from delhi , have so much to catch up.

bhavan :) is talking to me.

deeps ku pei pudichi irukam :D avalee sonna

krithi, >:D< miss u di

anu and kavi are my only solace at LIBA

i am thinking of joining charu :D

richard - :) loose!

shiva - lunch vangi thantan :D treat still pending

important decisions!

are tough to take... and for once in my life i am thinking straight.

present miss!

day by day... i am having more enquirers if i am alive...

i hereby fully acknowledge that i am living my life to the fullest... its just that i am not coming online...

the reason... i have like quite a handful of novels and nonfiction which i spend time reading... hence i dont make it online...

love u guys n definitely i miss u . i hate not being online... sooon! i wil be back!

PS: I met the author Jeffrey Archer yesterday. He was just great. He had come down to chennai for the promotion of his new book - the prisoner of birth. He spoke for like an hour and i am totally in love with the arrogant Britisher! :D

the helping hand...

do u give alms to the poor?
i dont...

not to strong adults
not to kids

but i do buy food for old people or physically handicapped people.

there is this guy at adyar signal who is crippled... he begs in the signal when its stop sign.
today some small boy( who was in the bus) wanting to give some money to that person, threw the coins from the bus to the person which fell on the road. there is my car in between the bus and that crippled person.

that boys intentions are good, no doubt. but is that the way?

i felt bad for that crippled person.

different experiences....

experience 1 :

a small boy aged around 7 comes back from school. he lives with his parents in a small town in south tamilnadu.

arun walks back home thinking about a bicycle his friend was riding the last evening. he was going to the temple with his father and saw his neighbor kid murugan learning ride the cycle. Arun's father noted the small boys yearn for the cycle.

when arun reached and to his joy found a new bicycle for him.

his father seeing his son's desire had fulfilled the same.


experience 2:

The chubby girl, aarthi, from city rides back home in her school van and was waiting to reach home because she knew her grandfather could have got her the cycle she had requested.

she saw the cycle even from the corner of the street. and jumped from her van with so much happiness to try her hands on her cycle.

when she reached her home, she went joyously to her dad to announce her new cycle. Inturn he gave the cycle to the girls cousin who is of the same age.

Aarthi who was just 9 then had her first heartbreak and since then has not touched any cycle.


experience 1 - sometime in 1988
experience 2 - sometime in 1990

i wil never forget these two stories...
PS:are they stories???

Thiru.Sujatha

Ganesh Vasanth series

En iniya Eyanthiram

sorgha theevu

aa!

a few of writer's creation

n hell a lot of movies has his dialogs...

Writer Sujatha...

He was one of the best contemporary writers of the Tamil world.

His lingo was so simple , he revolutionized the tamil literature world...


Tit Bits about this great writer.

He was a classmate of our Pres. Dr.Abdul Kamal during their UG

He was in the team which created the ELECTRONIC VOTING MACHINES at Bharath Electronics , where he rtd as GM.

He was in the CREATIVE team of Dr.Kamala Hasan.

From me-
my fav of his was Ganesh Vasanth... the best of tamil novels, its a comedy triller and his language flow is grt.

I will definitely miss his works!

One of my favourite tamil writer!

Frozen momments! :)

Some pictures u smile truly... the joy is everywhere... the sounds of laughter is still heard... u really wish u get back to that place and that minute then!

The funny thing is till 2003, i used to think, I look like a stupid when i smile n when anyone asks me to smile for a snap, i snort :)

I have tons of pictures like that. :)

But later i realised, otherwise.

Post 2003, I have so many beautifully painted picture where I am laughing / smiling heartily.

I wish i could smile like then , now!

>:D< - a hug for myself

PS: why this post... coz i was going thro a bunch of fotos... and then i realized i dont smile often anymore...

Hot!!!

wow.... i am so hot!
dont get me otherwise...

i am so mad, angry, bugged that i can burn someone if that person comes in front of me.

basically that person is me.

have u given this a thot before?

have u ever noticed that you touch ur tummy after you finish your pinch of walk in the tread mill?

if you see a mirror, you check yourself if you are ok by smiling at it, we never frown n check how we look...

when u r in the shower and u touch the wrong soap... we are always able to identify that its not our soap! :) we get so used to the feel / shape of our soap...

:) we first look for mails from our near ones... even there is an important mail, we read the loved ones mail first.

even if we believe in horoscope or not. we see a small listing abt how our day is going to be according to our sun sign we will definitely read it and after reading for us we will read our loved ones sun sign!

all of us would ve tried the "FLAMES" game... if u dont know wht it is... after i explain u will definitely tell try it. ;)

invariably ( if u had enjoyed the period or not) when we cross our school/college with someone we know.. we point out our school/college n talk abt it.

i dont know for others... :) but if i am hungry[ i am hungry always; i mean like sometime in the none] and i look at my watch, the time will be 12 noon.the internal clock is fixed for each of us.

noticing it - u will realise , u wil be able to recognize ur mother's bangle sound, sisters anklet sound, dad's scent , brothers bike sound at any time how much ever u r concentrating on ur work.

something which i think, we ve become so accustomed with we never give it a second thot! u add to it.

Adding to the already confused souls :D

What Women Want !!!

1. All women like surprises; women believe they should be surprised at least once a month.
2. All women have fantasies. A man should take the time to find out her fantasy.
3. Women want a man to
   be sensitive yet fight for them if they needed to.
4. Women want a man to be gentle and rough at the same time.
5. Women want to be told they're beautiful, then after a time told they're sexy.
6. Women want their man to notice when another man tries to pick them up, but refrain from jealousy.
7. Women will alter their appearance with a new hairstyle or buy something skimpy for themselves, not a man.
8. A woman will groom herself that day if there is a chance for her to meet someone that night.
9. Women believe in the fairytale and will look at most men in the first 30 seconds as if they could be the prince they have been looking for.
10. If a woman really likes a man, she will spend all day trying to look good for him and still not feel perfect, yet at times she will not be made up and feel perfect.
    
    

10 ways to make yourself attractive to women

1. Be confident in who you are.
2. Have a sense of humor.
3. Show good manners.
4. Be respectful.
5. Be controversial.
6. Be sensitive.
7. Ask her what she wants and likes.
8. Don't just tell her you do, but put your trust in her.
9. Tell her about one time your feelings got hurt.
10. Kiss her softly, then kiss her passionately.

7 sure-fire ways to repulse a woman

1. Tell her what you don't want her to wear.
2. Look at another woman while talking to her.
3. Show her that you have no direction in your life.
4. Be too proud of your qualities.
5. Drink too much or have a serious addiction.
6. Insult her style, friends or family.
7. Use stupid pickup lines like: "Do you want to have sex?" "Can I smell your roses?" "Baby, that's the sweetest butt I've ever seen!" "Hey you, come here!"

What MEN are !!!!

1. You don't want to be judged for your looks; we don't want to be judged for our wallets. Unless we're ugly and have lots of money. Then it's OK.

2. You're not the only person who likes to be called "sexy."

3. Saying "I love you" is a major step in a man's life. That's why we wait for you to take that step first.

4. We are not being cheap when we make "5 figure paycheck" a year and can't afford to pay every single date. We are merely being practical.

5. A guy who spends too much time in the gym is making up for something else that's lacking. Unfortunately, you can't figure out what it is until it's too late.

6. Don't get mad at us because we don't remember what you were wearing on our first date, or the angle of the light during our first kiss. We were probably drunk.

7. You're good in bed if you make us feel like stallions.

8. Jealousy isn't a sign that you love us more, it's a sign that you trust us less.

9. Hanging up on us is a surefire way to make sure we go to bed mad.

10. We're sorry. Whatever it is, we're sorry.

WHAT MEN WANT

1. Men want honest, timely, loving communication.

2. Self-sufficiency, security, confidence.

3. Lack of manipulation.

4. Growth, personal responsibility, ownership.

5. Fidelity and a commitment to the relationship.

6. Knowledge of men and how they need to be treated. ( loosuingala pa neeinga? )

Shruthi and mom

Shruthi woke up and did not even stir in her bed. She kept looking at the god picture next to her bed and knew the time was about ten minutes past six. She knew that she wont see her mothers shadow in the room as she has seen all her life praying to that god's picture before leaving the room for her daily chores.





Shruthi, pulled herself and went to take her shower and found her mom's toothbrush and soap still in its usual place in the bathroom, she could smell her mom and . The "manjal" which her mom used was lying on the floor and Shruthi felt it in its usual place.

Her dad was up and was waiting for the coffee which was served to him for the past 25 years right in his bed. She felt her dad was crying within himself.

The Suprabaratham which was usually heard was not being played in the player and Shruthi realised she missed her mom everywhere.

Dragging herself, she got ready and left for office without having breakfast or carrying lunch , she knew this was the first time she went without food in all these years. Leaving the compound she turned around wanting to see her mom in her usual red cotton sari waving bye to her, but left heavy hearted.

Coming back home after spending around 6 useless hours at office very hungry she saw the washed cloths being lined up for drying and instantly she searched for her mom's sari. It was her habit and burying her face in the sari which was hung for drying.

Walking inside the house, she saw her mom's footware in its usual place and her mom's picture in the hall with fresh garlands.

She broke into tears all over again.

She saw and missed her mom every where. Kitchen, Hall, Bathroom , Veranda and every single action she did at home bot Shruthi her mom's thoughts.

She no more heard the sound of her mom's bangles.
She no more had her mom to give her the hug.
She no more had her mom shouting asking her to get ready.

She knew her life will never be the same again.


PS1: this is my first try on short story!
PS2: Badri always complains that my posts are filled with surya! so i wanted to try something new , a non side of me - a senti post. i am not one of those sentimental -feelings-o-feelings gal. so chumma! no reason for this post.