Yapppiii New Year!!!

2007 has almost ended!!!!

Eagerly waiting for 2008.

I am hoping to keep smiling always

pullaiarappa....

magamayi....

eswara.....

venkatesha.....


bless all of us!

Hot!!!

wow.... i am so hot!
dont get me otherwise...

i am so mad, angry, bugged that i can burn someone if that person comes in front of me.

basically that person is me.

calling his name :D

THE SITUATION :

i am in the first yr of LIBA and i know a guy called #$% in the final yr liba.

now he doesnt know my name or anything abt me. all he knows about me is - this gal is a liba student.

i know his name some 2 yrs back - while he was in his 1st yr ( dont ask me how - VV Long story)

PRESENT :

this semester when i saw him - like 3 months ago, i wanted to confirm his name. he was paying in the canteen counter and i picked my mobile( which was switched off) and spoke " hi #$%" he turned. - :D , with this i confirmed that his name is #$%.

ever since then... whenever i see him - i pick my fone and go on " hey #$%" " #$% , enna pannre" some crap :D ( note: balance illatha mobile , charge illatha mobile - ippadi ella fone laiyum i talk fonea a on pannamaiye i will talk )

paiyan notice pannitan...

TODAY:

for some wired reason he thot my name is ramya and tried the same trick on me :D

he must ve thot - sariyana thimir pudicha ponna irukale :D who cares :D???

enkitaiyeva.... :D

while going home ; in the car park.... even without using my mobile... i jus walked past him - shouting " enna #$% , nee ivalo mutalla..."

ini, every time i see him - i am going to tell something like this :D

lol, poor chap

PS1 :
btw, paiyan pakka konjam ok va irupan :D

PS2:
its totall fun :D i am enjoying it

ps3: EDITED , coz #$% might br ard.. i suspect

How are you?

suddenly u realize this....

u r in touch with a few friends so constantly that u never ask them HOW ARE U ?


i talk to this friends almost everyday , and both of us were busy for the past 3 days and we talked today and i asked him HOW ARE U ?

sometimes we dont realise that friends become a part of our life.

we dont understand what we miss unless we miss it :D

puriyutha? :) illale... its ok...

i am the CONFUSED SOUL :D

i did miss my friend :)

friends are forever( i dont jus mean u ;) ) i mean all...

PS:

FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.
FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAL FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying "Damn we fucked up.but that shit was fun!"
FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAL FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget its yours.
FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.
FAKE FRIENDS: Are for a while.
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.
FAKE FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAL FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste."
FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the fuck out.

wht do i do :D :D :D

Place : a beautiful house in a small town called mannargudi

Scene: a couple talking while watching tv ; song from vel is on sun tv.

Actors: Grandfather and Grandmother

ACTION:

Grandmother " enga, namba ammadiku intha padathula nadikurane surya , shivakumar paiyan avanaiye kalyanam panni vachiralainga... vera jathinu ellam pakka vendam. ammadikum ivana romba pudikuthu. paiyan pakkavum romba lechanama iruka"

Grandfather" iva yaru kuru keta kaluthaiya iruka. ivanuku kalyanam agiduchu"

OVER !

Casting :

Grandmother - my aatha
Grandfather - my thatha
Ammadi - me :D

this is the effect my aatha has coz of my jollu on surya :D he he

amma told this today and i am all smiling since then!

Dedicated ! :)

ஊப்ப பத்திரம் எழுதி ஆகிவிட்டது
தனிமையில் பேச நேரம் வந்துவிட்டது
நீ உன் கால் விரல்களை பார்க்க
நான் உன் நாணத்தை ரசித்தேன்
உன் விழிகள் என் வழி நோக,
எடுத்த நேரமோ அறை மண்டலம்
என் கேள்விக்கு உன் பதில் வர
எடுத்த நிமிடமோ காள் மண்டலம்
உன் வளையல் கொண்ட கைகள் நான் பிடிக்க
உன் தேன் கொண்ட இதழ்கள் ருசிக்க
உன் தலயை என் மார்போடு அணைக்கும் நேரம்

உன் தம்பி சிவா பூஜையில் கரடி போல வந்துவிட்டான்!


PS: Post dedicated to Priya and Heidi.
Heidi got engaged to Shyam last week and
Priya is getting engaged to Murali on 22 Nov.
I love u two gals! :D >>>:D<<< and wish u all the very best!
So happy for u da!



PSS: pls read this in IE , Firefox or other browsers might nt work!

have u given this a thot before?

have u ever noticed that you touch ur tummy after you finish your pinch of walk in the tread mill?

if you see a mirror, you check yourself if you are ok by smiling at it, we never frown n check how we look...

when u r in the shower and u touch the wrong soap... we are always able to identify that its not our soap! :) we get so used to the feel / shape of our soap...

:) we first look for mails from our near ones... even there is an important mail, we read the loved ones mail first.

even if we believe in horoscope or not. we see a small listing abt how our day is going to be according to our sun sign we will definitely read it and after reading for us we will read our loved ones sun sign!

all of us would ve tried the "FLAMES" game... if u dont know wht it is... after i explain u will definitely tell try it. ;)

invariably ( if u had enjoyed the period or not) when we cross our school/college with someone we know.. we point out our school/college n talk abt it.

i dont know for others... :) but if i am hungry[ i am hungry always; i mean like sometime in the none] and i look at my watch, the time will be 12 noon.the internal clock is fixed for each of us.

noticing it - u will realise , u wil be able to recognize ur mother's bangle sound, sisters anklet sound, dad's scent , brothers bike sound at any time how much ever u r concentrating on ur work.

something which i think, we ve become so accustomed with we never give it a second thot! u add to it.

aaaaaaaaaaaah! :)

I LOVE VETRIVEL ! :)





12:45 show on a weekday...

ticket kidachithu... first romba guilty a irunthuchu... office bunk pannitu... appa kita poi sollitu movie porennu...

but... Surya kaga ithu kuda pannalana enna?

:)

I was in the third row from back.. behind me two rows where filled with college/school girls. The war was between me and those 10 gals :) I whistled through out the movie.



En pakkathule Emu :) i didnt let him watch one scene! :) aaaaaaaaah! surya... Priya and Vaish almost wanted to kill me to ve bot them for that movie... who cares :D

he is soooo hot. he was so sexy and his meesai was hottttest!



Vasu ku than jodi iruku.. :) Vel ku nan than! I LOVE U DA CHELLAM.

I WANT TO AND I WILL WATCH IT AGAIN :D


SURYA ROCKS !!!! wwwow!



PS: yevanathu... en blog la surya ku kalyanam agiduchu.... kolanthe irukunu comment poteeinga... u r dead!


trailer for u - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WeLQl7_5i1Q

Adding to the already confused souls :D

What Women Want !!!

1. All women like surprises; women believe they should be surprised at least once a month.
2. All women have fantasies. A man should take the time to find out her fantasy.
3. Women want a man to
   be sensitive yet fight for them if they needed to.
4. Women want a man to be gentle and rough at the same time.
5. Women want to be told they're beautiful, then after a time told they're sexy.
6. Women want their man to notice when another man tries to pick them up, but refrain from jealousy.
7. Women will alter their appearance with a new hairstyle or buy something skimpy for themselves, not a man.
8. A woman will groom herself that day if there is a chance for her to meet someone that night.
9. Women believe in the fairytale and will look at most men in the first 30 seconds as if they could be the prince they have been looking for.
10. If a woman really likes a man, she will spend all day trying to look good for him and still not feel perfect, yet at times she will not be made up and feel perfect.
    
    

10 ways to make yourself attractive to women

1. Be confident in who you are.
2. Have a sense of humor.
3. Show good manners.
4. Be respectful.
5. Be controversial.
6. Be sensitive.
7. Ask her what she wants and likes.
8. Don't just tell her you do, but put your trust in her.
9. Tell her about one time your feelings got hurt.
10. Kiss her softly, then kiss her passionately.

7 sure-fire ways to repulse a woman

1. Tell her what you don't want her to wear.
2. Look at another woman while talking to her.
3. Show her that you have no direction in your life.
4. Be too proud of your qualities.
5. Drink too much or have a serious addiction.
6. Insult her style, friends or family.
7. Use stupid pickup lines like: "Do you want to have sex?" "Can I smell your roses?" "Baby, that's the sweetest butt I've ever seen!" "Hey you, come here!"

What MEN are !!!!

1. You don't want to be judged for your looks; we don't want to be judged for our wallets. Unless we're ugly and have lots of money. Then it's OK.

2. You're not the only person who likes to be called "sexy."

3. Saying "I love you" is a major step in a man's life. That's why we wait for you to take that step first.

4. We are not being cheap when we make "5 figure paycheck" a year and can't afford to pay every single date. We are merely being practical.

5. A guy who spends too much time in the gym is making up for something else that's lacking. Unfortunately, you can't figure out what it is until it's too late.

6. Don't get mad at us because we don't remember what you were wearing on our first date, or the angle of the light during our first kiss. We were probably drunk.

7. You're good in bed if you make us feel like stallions.

8. Jealousy isn't a sign that you love us more, it's a sign that you trust us less.

9. Hanging up on us is a surefire way to make sure we go to bed mad.

10. We're sorry. Whatever it is, we're sorry.

WHAT MEN WANT

1. Men want honest, timely, loving communication.

2. Self-sufficiency, security, confidence.

3. Lack of manipulation.

4. Growth, personal responsibility, ownership.

5. Fidelity and a commitment to the relationship.

6. Knowledge of men and how they need to be treated. ( loosuingala pa neeinga? )

Shruthi and mom

Shruthi woke up and did not even stir in her bed. She kept looking at the god picture next to her bed and knew the time was about ten minutes past six. She knew that she wont see her mothers shadow in the room as she has seen all her life praying to that god's picture before leaving the room for her daily chores.





Shruthi, pulled herself and went to take her shower and found her mom's toothbrush and soap still in its usual place in the bathroom, she could smell her mom and . The "manjal" which her mom used was lying on the floor and Shruthi felt it in its usual place.

Her dad was up and was waiting for the coffee which was served to him for the past 25 years right in his bed. She felt her dad was crying within himself.

The Suprabaratham which was usually heard was not being played in the player and Shruthi realised she missed her mom everywhere.

Dragging herself, she got ready and left for office without having breakfast or carrying lunch , she knew this was the first time she went without food in all these years. Leaving the compound she turned around wanting to see her mom in her usual red cotton sari waving bye to her, but left heavy hearted.

Coming back home after spending around 6 useless hours at office very hungry she saw the washed cloths being lined up for drying and instantly she searched for her mom's sari. It was her habit and burying her face in the sari which was hung for drying.

Walking inside the house, she saw her mom's footware in its usual place and her mom's picture in the hall with fresh garlands.

She broke into tears all over again.

She saw and missed her mom every where. Kitchen, Hall, Bathroom , Veranda and every single action she did at home bot Shruthi her mom's thoughts.

She no more heard the sound of her mom's bangles.
She no more had her mom to give her the hug.
She no more had her mom shouting asking her to get ready.

She knew her life will never be the same again.


PS1: this is my first try on short story!
PS2: Badri always complains that my posts are filled with surya! so i wanted to try something new , a non side of me - a senti post. i am not one of those sentimental -feelings-o-feelings gal. so chumma! no reason for this post.

motivation! :)

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him.....

i am in love with this song...

makes me want to fall in love ;)

makes me miss someone! >:D<

Murphy's law,........

Mufy my classmate used to quote this Murphy's Law often

" When things has to go wrong! it will go wrong!!!" - which is applicable to me and only me...
( edited - ok ok all of u too ) [ but again i can talk only for me]
>>:D<< - thats a hug for myself..........

pretty blue !

more note on Murphy's Law click ----> " here "


( edited ) PS: ppl! :) i no condolence comments pls!

its just me.

getting out of control!

miss u

miss my pillow....

miss the lion in my bed ( now gals! stop thinking ...... :) its my stuffed toy)

miss reading thina thanthii n hindu with appa

miss my morning coffee...... i miss all my coffees infact :)

miss driving my car

strangely i miss office

miss work

miss my staffs

miss lunches with amma

miss calling my dad like 100 times :)
i do call him from here... but its just 50 times....

miss the calls

miss my mobile number

miss surya's billboards

miss chennai traffic

miss jelly belly salads

miss my beach

miss my moon

miss my shivan temple

miss seeing my pillaiar which is in the corner of my house :D i see him everyday .....

miss LIBA

miss sitting in class and talking to the gals
( ofcourse last row as usual )

miss the gossips in the LIBA car park

miss hello FM/ Radio mirchi

miss watching seigai saravanan in madurai n kana kanum kalangal
( this reminds me- shld ask amma who won the season 2 of jodi number one )

miss amma's cooking and her feeding

miss appa's smell :) n how i run switching off the TV when i hear his car's horn

miss fighting with ezy n li

miss the long fone calls with the gals

miss the late night chats

miss the shopping

miss chennai

n

miss appa, amma, aatha, thatha n my frndz.....
( i dont miss u li )


it seems like even the worst things in chennai which i hated back then.. i miss now...
i miss them more...

while sitting all alone here...

while sitting all alone here in cold.... ( i am wearing layers of cloths - yet i am shivering)

while sitting all alone here in cold and hungry.....

while sitting all alone here in cold and being hungry and not having a proper coffee in days!
( now thats highly not me!!! )

while sitting here all alone being cold , hungry and having this huge urge to have a strong filter kaapi and no tv :)

I am thinking i shld go back soon :)

PS: i had told myself that i shldnt post til i get back to chennai . but this one i cldnt resist.

off....... i go.........

this gal is running away to the poreign land ...... no post for sometime... will be back with a bang.. chooon!
will miss u all... tata

Switching roles!!!!

Sometimes the elder brother or sister takes the role of the parent in upbringing of the younger sibling...

Friends take the role of your sis/bro in life....

Teachers take the role of friends at times...

But the worst role is playing the role of the fairer sex :)

that too for gals....

the point is -
when guys dont behave as guys - then we gals have to behave like guys!

why ? -
simple - coz guys are not doing their duties :) as simple as that

--> u dont talk to us

--> u dont take the initiative

--> u look good or may be good in attitude but u dont know how to behave like a guy :)

how?
what are the things we do
--> first, we initiate the dialog first,

--> jus to continue the mokkai conversation with u, we wil have to laugh at all ur kadi jokes

-->we start getting all kinda bkgrd information abt u :) [ he he :) machiiiiii, enna sollre righta? ]

-->love failure ana , frndz kuda thannni adichitu second show poga arambichitom :P
( in english - booze with frndz and go for late night movie )

--> fill the vehicle with fuel and take a detour for about 10 kms to have a glimpse of u for 5 minz.

--> go ask him for a coffee first.

--> ask his number, give missed call, ask him to store our number.

--> here the head ache starts- pichakaran - ini than avanuku eppadi sms pannrathune kathukuda vendiyatha iruku! vanthu matuthu paru saniyan! :P

-->finish 2 packets of cigarettes by the time we wait for ur call.

--> wait the whole day to look at you when u cross our seat.

--> wait for the one mokkai fwd mail which u will send [ are u really this dumb? cant u even mail us?- ass*(#% ].

--> run outside to check if it is u whenever we hear bikes sound.

--> BEST OF THE LOT - u giving missed calls and we calling u ( Jesus - where is this world going to??? )

--> pay ur coffee bill.

guys - do ur duty - let us be gals.....

:) this post was on demand :)

Gals - pls feel free to add more....

How to be happy?

All of us have our share of bad hair day.... so i thought i will post someone the "yukthis" i handle to change my concave to convex :)

1. i know it is difficult, stop thinking about it - but rather thinking abt it, start thinking about something good. something which makes u smile instantly - for me the magic word is "surya" :P
say - ice cream, beach, the rain, god, playing with kids - be it anything and do it ample. coz in the immediate phase where u keep low, u will tend to think of thaat "bad thing" always all the time.

2. now if u dont know what is making u feel bad. do some exercise - believe me this is the best medicine , either u got to work out or u got to hog! whichever u prefer... stuff urself till u cant take down one more step or go to the gym and romance with the treadmill or fasten ur running shoes.

3."this might sound girlish!" - but if its a person who is making you feel sorry , find someone who hates that person and bitch about that person - try it and then let me know how much it worked. if u cant find someone who hates the person - pick ur best frnd - someone who wldnt judge u with ur act. what else are frndz for? :)

4.go out with ur gal frndz/hang out with ur guy frndz - have a "only guys/jus the galz" evening out, talk ... talk... talk .... laugh , laugh... laugh ... just take out everything in mind but be like u were in college - NOTHING CAN BEAT THIS.

5. ask a Hug from ur mom , dad , brother , sister/or just give one . - just your immediate blood relation. if you are married - hug your spouse. do not tell anything, jus silence and that hug will ease u to the max :)

6.And this helps when u r a little out of ur blue - think of the future , plan what u want to do, think of something u wanna achieve , dream of your life.... make it peaceful .

7. when u tend to think of the bad phase , immediately call up a frnd, ask a silly question, -call up someone whom u havnt talked in months, u might ve stories to hear or tell. Suppose , if that person is busy, dont get disheartened , try another number

8. cry out loud

9. get drunk and sleep for days , bunk office and watch tv , rent comedy movies and watch it.

10.think , that u need to be happy n refer from tips 1 to 9 .

WHAT MADE ME DO THIS POST - i was not in a good mood for sometime and ve jus jerked n pulled me out .
many of my frndz are going thro that "grey phase"

and i love myself and my frndz :) so jus thot wil help them aswell as me.....

coz i hate to take advise or give one.... so posting some tips... :P nice word to replace he he

PS: the pervious post on Badri was my 25th post in this blog

PSS:the next blog is going to be v interesting its abt ,
" when guys dont behave like guys, then gals have to behave like guys - what/ how/why "

Kaanavillai.......

The person in the above picture is missing since August 15, 2007.

Kaanamal pona andru ivar karupu nira tee shirt um neela nira jeans um anitu irunthar....

Konjam nut loose agi irukum ivarai.... kannu pidithal...

Therivika vendiya mugavari.....

Raz - www.heartnmindfights.blogspot.com or
Ocean - www.fallingforlove.blogspot.com

Kannupidithu tharupavarkaluku... thakka sanmanam thara padathu! :)

This post continues at

1) OCEAN - www.fallingforlove.blogspot.com
2) SCUDIE - www.scudie.net

Heart crunching!!!

what happened? i dont know...

whats happening - i dont ve an answer...

what will happen - :) lol.... i dont care

its the pain which is present!

என் மனதில் ஒரு சொக கவிதை அந்த வலி தரும் துன்பம் என் யெதிரிகும் வேண்டாம்

another following suit!

well well



WHO THE HELL - is inspired by someone and has started bloging.



so this is a welcome post for who the hell !





loves u ....

to visit her blog click this link http://fallingforlove.blogspot.com/

not for all!

If you are married

or engaged

or having a gal frnd/ boy frnd

or evening thinking of finding someone

STOP here..........

Do not read below.........




























HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY! :D

Recharge available!!!

Numgambakkam high road!

(edited) was on call with R , the call got over and had to recharge!

stopped my car in a corner and was walking towards the shop and suddenly i find a Red Swift crossing the other side of the road, so i was trying to figure out if it was someone I know and kept walking with my eyes fixed on that stupid car -------- "boooth" I tripped in a pit on the road and a Brown Qualis hits me. :(

I got bruises on my left leg , cuts and scratches on the left side of my body and dropped my mobile too....

Thnks to that Qualis driver , he helped me to become stable , i found my mobile after 2 hrs in the same spot, my car was locked coz i had pracked it in a "noparking" zone and had to explain the police mama to let me go!

inspite of all these - :D i went to class, got attendance , had coffee b4 entering my class and also answerd the questions in class.

I feel bad at the same time fine! :(

and all this happend coz of the board that i found which read "recharge available"

PS: :( I shld stop looking for swift :D ha ha

Uniform!!!!

Did u like wearing uniforms?

I loved wearing them!
n that too my school uniform was great
blue and white - the dark ink blue pinafore and white shirt . we gals used to look super smart
rosary's now uniform sucks! :D - pls dont ask me abt it.

I liked my NCC uniform also. thats the only reason i joined NCC.

If i had gone for the blore tour i cld ve worn the same colour dress as my frnd :) cld ve taken many snaps :) cha missed it

Now coming to the main point

Machi , has been giving me ideas to get married to a man in uniform!

should be sexy la :)

ah! Anbu Selvan in Kakkha Kakkha!



Goutam Vishwanath in Agni Nakchathiram


Sakthivel in Vetri Vizgha

ahhhhh! :D

Sangavi dies!

Well, not in real but in the serial Kana Kanum Kalangal!

true to its name... it took me back to old memories. my school wasnt half as fun as this serial. But i truely enjoied watching this serial.







no tears, just laughter and like a soar eye they killed one of the main character and making this one another mega flick.

Kana Kanum Kalangal... brings instant smile to my face and each episode of theirs was rocking.



its all about friendship! nothing but friendship! :)

To read about KKK - click this

To watch a few clips - click this




PS1: The serial is going to end, and i dont watch it ne more, coz the main reason i used to watch this was for the fun n jokes. Geee! i wil miss KKK n i wil miss Pandi . he is the cutest :D

PS2: wil write abt the story some other time

In Yahoo news!

"Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again; skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts." -Anonymous

and life will go on!

this was given in Yahoo today!

:) lol!

PS: to krithi, ajju n badri - its a coincidence dammit
[ shivaji dialog :D ]

The Return of the Superman!!!!!

YeS!!!!! The Superman is back! :) with loads of things for me!

:) Ahhh! Superman here refers to my pather! :D pithajiii! thopanar! and as i call him apppoi!

Last night he landed in chennai airport and i found flash new in sun tv featuring the return of the superman!

The adventure begin:
I went to pick him and took his car, now superman wanted to drive after a gap of one month and after driving in the right lane in U of the S of the A :) he he he struggled a lot in the beginning to get the groove and missed the kathipara junction . i didnt tell him :) made him drive an extra 5 km to reach guindy!

now the things he bot

opening the suitcase is always exciting :) the smell of the cloths is exotic :) he got every single item I had listed.

chweeeet chuperman! :)

now that superman is back with a bang! things wil be a little different

PS: even if i am hurt coz of him, i cant hate him :) >:D< love u appa!

Deepavali! :D

i am not talking about the festival
i am talking about the movie :)





i like this movie for various reasons.

----> i like the way billu keeps calling her name
in that movie every dialog of billu has the name suchi in it. he shld ve said her name like 10000 times in that movie

----> i like the love depicted in this movie , for too many reasons


----> i like vijayakumar telling - en paiyan love pannran :) n he being proud of it


---> i like the scene where she finds a ring in her hand n doesnt know who has given it to her.

----> i love the songs :) i jus love them. it on repeat mood in my car! and i dont ve the heart to change it

---> i like the male voice in the song pogathe nee pogathe! - jus moving

----> some how i like the settings in that movie

---> i like the way billu has been portrayed - strong yet soft on his gal.

---> i like the mottai madi of billu's house :)

---> :) i like the whole movie n every bit of it.

----> i liked bhavan in this movie

watch it people :)

PS: :) *blush* me dreaming . Mmmmwwwwwaaaaaaahhhhh!

check this

one of my favourite blogger is LOGIC - he has updated his blog after a very long time.

a must visit :)


link - http://lateralplane.blogspot.com/


PS: btw, congrats logic anna on ur wedding and best of luck to get back to nest soon! :)

i am waiting for more updates on the nest blog.

dakalz - next nee than!

The Perfect Sunday

What I did on this perfect Sunday


Helpd my mom clean this mess
( I wanted this to be last, somehow this pic got loaded first :D )



Slept most of the time ( count the second part of Saturday also n slept at all the odd times )


Did lot of peppy talks with amma, we talked about love, snakes, gossips, movies , food :)


Drank around 7 coffee since morning ( including the one teddy is having "for me" at his home at this very minute - it wil become 8 )

Did all the vetti aratai with my gal frndz :) give any topic and we can talk for hours

Watched all possible vetti shows available on TV
eg: kanna kanum kalaingal yesterday , some jackie movie , one arjun n ajith movie today and some songs ... one telgu movie - :D not fully thou

Chatted , fought , cajoled and blogged :D



now wheres that eating picture - its missing :((

here is suppose to be some picture like a gal having food :) and its missing , paravala... :D i had black forest , noddles, crud rice, mambalam , didnt ve breakfast, dosai , gostu , i forgot yests lunch. amma has made lemon rasam now :) n thats all :D
------ thats the food list since sat morning

This is what I call a perfect sunday :)

PS: hope all of u enjoied this weekend

What? When? Whom? About? Where! :)

What is the one time frame i wanna go back again?
--- > my first day of college, n live all over the 4 yrs again

Who is the one person i wish i had spent more time?
---> my mama

Who is the one person I wish i had not known at all?
---> i have more than one , less than 3

Who is the person whom i wanna carry always?
---> my mom, dad , bro, grandparents & one bagful of my frndz.

Who is the person i wanna leave back ?
---> he he ...... solla maten

What is the time period which I wanna avoid?
---> the time i had to go n get back to india from US

What is one thing I wish I can do?
---> I wish i can sing well

What is one thing I wish I cant do( something which I can)?
---> not forget things easily

What is the most dumbest thing I ve done?
---> jumping n breaking my leg in school :)

What is the most daring thing I ve ever done?
---> During college days many sutffs - ask me wil tell :P

What is the most stupidest thing I ve ever done?
---> Getting bulbs :) now thats in plural

What is the nicest thing I ve ever done?
---> There is a blind school in Adyar and one day when it was raining, a visually handicapped lady was going in that direction( so i thot she was going to that school , moreover I started seeing her often in the same route) she was drenched in the rain and her dress got transparent , she didnt realise it and few men started following her. It took all my courage to stop them, fight with them n drop the lady near by after helping her dry herself!

Whom I admire a lot?
---> My thatha, at the age of 75 he is still working full time in spite of his poor health.

Whom I hate?
---> I am not telling that name

The time I cried the most?
---> on the final yr cultral last day - during the high tea party.

The time I laugh the most?
---> whenever I with oli

What i like doing a lot?
---> I like to laugh a lot, I like to smile n be happy

My favourite hangout?
---> I like the beach, mannargudi veedu ( particularly the unjal:) )

I hate going to?
---> someone's house

What I hate doing?
--->I hate to see my mom cry and i hate smiling at people whom i hate :D

About my sleeping habit?
---> I cant sleep without disturbance :( I get up often :((

About my eating habit?
---> :) i am hungry all the time , i really dont know why

What i like to dress in?
---> cotton aint my favourite and I wear jeans most of the time
( i never let my mom wash my jeans :D )

I guess I ve a lot to talk on myself

this means - i talk a lot ;)

names

 sweetheart 

 love 

ennainga

daaaaa 

 dear

maammoi

honey

today morning around 8:30, me the lazy goose was lying on my mom's lap enjoying the laziness and my mom was on the fone with my grandma and was referring my father as "athan" , hearing this word is nothing new to me coz all the ladies in my family address their husbands only as "athan".

suddenly I was wondering how it wil be when i call my hubby "athan" :)

now! that called for blushing *blush* :) , i tired calling that name to myself and there again i went all pink :)

cute word aint it? I am already in love with my husband - where are u da? come soon! :)

even thou' there are too many other words(names) to cajole him, i think this wil be the best :)

PS: ofcourse I wil give him a pet name and the words like korangu, dog n all will be directed towards him. :) but "athan" is still the special word ..... :)

today's hot news

sandai over!
ipppo samathana pura parakuthu! :)

PS: adikadi sandai varum! atha ellam kanduka kudathu! ippave solliputen!

blank!

another new day has started and yet another day got over!

overall i would rank it good! expect for a couple of tough n rough runs at office my personal life was nice. i smiled a lot. ate a lot :) - yeah yeah i know the latter aint a matter :)

whats running on my mind? - its typically blank and i am wondering how come someone is missing online?

time is five minutes past one and i am not sleepy! - nothing new :)

well... fine thats it for today!

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i got this today ! :D
from my machiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :D

he he!

i am still sleepy :D jus got up


Mwwaaaaaaahhhh!

moi machi !

raz: :D
machi: me laughing without knowing whats happening
raz: >:D<
raz: :D
raz: it was crazy
machi: >>>:D<<< :D
machi: good to see u laughing machi( this machi is me)
raz: >>>:D<<<<<
machi : keep smiling machi ( me again) >:D<
raz: it was grt
machi: :D >:D<
machi: good.. be like this always
raz: :D

situation: there was some comedy happening btw ajju , me n vase . i was on cam and machi was seeing me. i was laughing like crazy n machi laughed for me without knowing y i laughed. :D

thats frndship..........

i love him . he laughs for me n cries for me and another truth is.... whereever i go, howmany ever frndz i got. i go to him atlast... -

he keeps telling his and its true

Difference

It is strange walking into a very big empty house which once sported about 13 people and a large floating population.

Its funny to open the door myself , when I had many people rushing to open it for me when they heard my car horn!

My car key bunch now has my house key.....

Sitting in that big hall alone and watching tv with no one to fight over the remote makes me hate that idiot box........

Eating just one meal in the empty dinning table which was always filled with people eating and table full of fruits has become time consuming

Walking around the garden which is a mess with dried leaves and fallen branches which once had just 3/4 maids to clean it , makes the walking stretch!

Trying to sleep in a big big empty room , all alone is suicidal.

I do try to fall asleep while talking to my friendz.....

Yet! the solitary extends

PS: it is different seeing my car key have my house key. :) i ve never opend an empty house in the past 24 yrs. I am doing it now :(
n my car doesnt have a key bunch coz someone promised me but left me breaking the "too many" promises they made.....

Days.......

Its been a month since I ve become like this and just too many things are adding to my plight!
I dont know why or what is making me feel blue.
I have been very gloomy .
I have completely stopped cribbing to anyone about anything.
And just more and more "issues" are happening which is making me feel all time low.
It is not that I have no shoulders to cry but its just that I am not doing it.
I feel suffocated!
I need air!
I need lots of laughter!
I need to cry out loud!


As days move on the emptiness is expanding......

PS:
Guess I miss u! But I will never take u back! You are gone and the best thing is you dont seem to notice that I am gone. And this hurts me.

Reciprocation!

Giving
Not wanting anything
Pain
Hate
Love
Expectations
Friendship
Being dependent
Disappointment
Hurt
Silence
Humiliation
Anger
Want
Forgetting
Forgiving
Thoughts
Missing

And ofcourse Reciprocation !



I am not one!

Food!

i wonder at times, if i have some problem! i feel hungry all the time!

Noooo Noooo... its not the hunger for knowledge or money or power :D

its the simple hunger for food!

Had a large buffet at 12:30 , time now is 4:45 and I am hungry! :( :)

Abt me!

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