got no title too!

sometimes it never sinks in! one such times...

thathuvam 2009

when the going gets tough! the tough gets going............


for each step forward, there are 10 steps backward.....

still marching towards the goal is essential.

go for it da kannammma!

right now!

i will tell u how it feels right now


one cup of excitement

one cup of anger

one cup .. no! two cups of depression

two cups of disappointments

one cup of contentment

all mixed together ...

how will it feel... thats how i am feeling right now...

crazy me!

and ofcourse i am thinking a lot........ A LOT !

u got to do it kannamma!

when disappointments become ur way of life... start giving disappointments to disappointments!

u can do it! i know its a little hard... but keep trying!

important decisions!

are tough to take... and for once in my life i am thinking straight.

different experiences....

experience 1 :

a small boy aged around 7 comes back from school. he lives with his parents in a small town in south tamilnadu.

arun walks back home thinking about a bicycle his friend was riding the last evening. he was going to the temple with his father and saw his neighbor kid murugan learning ride the cycle. Arun's father noted the small boys yearn for the cycle.

when arun reached and to his joy found a new bicycle for him.

his father seeing his son's desire had fulfilled the same.


experience 2:

The chubby girl, aarthi, from city rides back home in her school van and was waiting to reach home because she knew her grandfather could have got her the cycle she had requested.

she saw the cycle even from the corner of the street. and jumped from her van with so much happiness to try her hands on her cycle.

when she reached her home, she went joyously to her dad to announce her new cycle. Inturn he gave the cycle to the girls cousin who is of the same age.

Aarthi who was just 9 then had her first heartbreak and since then has not touched any cycle.


experience 1 - sometime in 1988
experience 2 - sometime in 1990

i wil never forget these two stories...
PS:are they stories???

Frozen momments! :)

Some pictures u smile truly... the joy is everywhere... the sounds of laughter is still heard... u really wish u get back to that place and that minute then!

The funny thing is till 2003, i used to think, I look like a stupid when i smile n when anyone asks me to smile for a snap, i snort :)

I have tons of pictures like that. :)

But later i realised, otherwise.

Post 2003, I have so many beautifully painted picture where I am laughing / smiling heartily.

I wish i could smile like then , now!

>:D< - a hug for myself

PS: why this post... coz i was going thro a bunch of fotos... and then i realized i dont smile often anymore...

Hot!!!

wow.... i am so hot!
dont get me otherwise...

i am so mad, angry, bugged that i can burn someone if that person comes in front of me.

basically that person is me.

Murphy's law,........

Mufy my classmate used to quote this Murphy's Law often

" When things has to go wrong! it will go wrong!!!" - which is applicable to me and only me...
( edited - ok ok all of u too ) [ but again i can talk only for me]
>>:D<< - thats a hug for myself..........

pretty blue !

more note on Murphy's Law click ----> " here "


( edited ) PS: ppl! :) i no condolence comments pls!

its just me.

getting out of control!

Heart crunching!!!

what happened? i dont know...

whats happening - i dont ve an answer...

what will happen - :) lol.... i dont care

its the pain which is present!

என் மனதில் ஒரு சொக கவிதை அந்த வலி தரும் துன்பம் என் யெதிரிகும் வேண்டாம்

Sangavi dies!

Well, not in real but in the serial Kana Kanum Kalangal!

true to its name... it took me back to old memories. my school wasnt half as fun as this serial. But i truely enjoied watching this serial.







no tears, just laughter and like a soar eye they killed one of the main character and making this one another mega flick.

Kana Kanum Kalangal... brings instant smile to my face and each episode of theirs was rocking.



its all about friendship! nothing but friendship! :)

To read about KKK - click this

To watch a few clips - click this




PS1: The serial is going to end, and i dont watch it ne more, coz the main reason i used to watch this was for the fun n jokes. Geee! i wil miss KKK n i wil miss Pandi . he is the cutest :D

PS2: wil write abt the story some other time

In Yahoo news!

"Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again; skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts." -Anonymous

and life will go on!

this was given in Yahoo today!

:) lol!

PS: to krithi, ajju n badri - its a coincidence dammit
[ shivaji dialog :D ]

Difference

It is strange walking into a very big empty house which once sported about 13 people and a large floating population.

Its funny to open the door myself , when I had many people rushing to open it for me when they heard my car horn!

My car key bunch now has my house key.....

Sitting in that big hall alone and watching tv with no one to fight over the remote makes me hate that idiot box........

Eating just one meal in the empty dinning table which was always filled with people eating and table full of fruits has become time consuming

Walking around the garden which is a mess with dried leaves and fallen branches which once had just 3/4 maids to clean it , makes the walking stretch!

Trying to sleep in a big big empty room , all alone is suicidal.

I do try to fall asleep while talking to my friendz.....

Yet! the solitary extends

PS: it is different seeing my car key have my house key. :) i ve never opend an empty house in the past 24 yrs. I am doing it now :(
n my car doesnt have a key bunch coz someone promised me but left me breaking the "too many" promises they made.....

Reciprocation!

Giving
Not wanting anything
Pain
Hate
Love
Expectations
Friendship
Being dependent
Disappointment
Hurt
Silence
Humiliation
Anger
Want
Forgetting
Forgiving
Thoughts
Missing

And ofcourse Reciprocation !



I am not one!