Friday, June 29, 2007
Difference
It is strange walking into a very big empty house which once sported about 13 people and a large floating population.
Its funny to open the door myself , when I had many people rushing to open it for me when they heard my car horn!
My car key bunch now has my house key.....
Sitting in that big hall alone and watching tv with no one to fight over the remote makes me hate that idiot box........
Eating just one meal in the empty dinning table which was always filled with people eating and table full of fruits has become time consuming
Walking around the garden which is a mess with dried leaves and fallen branches which once had just 3/4 maids to clean it , makes the walking stretch!
Trying to sleep in a big big empty room , all alone is suicidal.
I do try to fall asleep while talking to my friendz.....
Yet! the solitary extends
PS: it is different seeing my car key have my house key. :) i ve never opend an empty house in the past 24 yrs. I am doing it now :(
n my car doesnt have a key bunch coz someone promised me but left me breaking the "too many" promises they made.....
Days.......
Its been a month since I ve become like this and just too many things are adding to my plight!
I dont know why or what is making me feel blue.
I have been very gloomy .
I have completely stopped cribbing to anyone about anything.
And just more and more "issues" are happening which is making me feel all time low.
It is not that I have no shoulders to cry but its just that I am not doing it.
I feel suffocated!
I need air!
I need lots of laughter!
I need to cry out loud!
As days move on the emptiness is expanding......
PS:
Guess I miss u! But I will never take u back! You are gone and the best thing is you dont seem to notice that I am gone. And this hurts me.
I dont know why or what is making me feel blue.
I have been very gloomy .
I have completely stopped cribbing to anyone about anything.
And just more and more "issues" are happening which is making me feel all time low.
It is not that I have no shoulders to cry but its just that I am not doing it.
I feel suffocated!
I need air!
I need lots of laughter!
I need to cry out loud!
As days move on the emptiness is expanding......
PS:
Guess I miss u! But I will never take u back! You are gone and the best thing is you dont seem to notice that I am gone. And this hurts me.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Reciprocation!
Giving
Not wanting anything
Pain
Hate
Love
Expectations
Friendship
Being dependent
Disappointment
Hurt
Silence
Humiliation
Anger
Want
Forgetting
Forgiving
Thoughts
Missing
And ofcourse Reciprocation !
I am not one!
Not wanting anything
Pain
Hate
Love
Expectations
Friendship
Being dependent
Disappointment
Hurt
Silence
Humiliation
Anger
Want
Forgetting
Forgiving
Thoughts
Missing
And ofcourse Reciprocation !
I am not one!
Friday, June 8, 2007
Food!
i wonder at times, if i have some problem! i feel hungry all the time!
Noooo Noooo... its not the hunger for knowledge or money or power :D
its the simple hunger for food!
Had a large buffet at 12:30 , time now is 4:45 and I am hungry! :( :)
Noooo Noooo... its not the hunger for knowledge or money or power :D
its the simple hunger for food!
Had a large buffet at 12:30 , time now is 4:45 and I am hungry! :( :)
Friday, June 1, 2007
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